First male bisexual experience. They told us that we have to first if we want them to, so being close bros and all, we started to make out. Infobase Publishing. That night we fooled around and made out and eventually more. Psychology Press. He let out a slight moan, and gently pressed his ass against my hand. He was really excited to blow me, but I wasn't the least bit hard and nothing he was doing was making it happen. I sometimes wish I still could — he was honestly better in bed in every way than my current girlfriend. Pink News. Oliver further described never sharing his feelings with his mother.